Truly became the devil’s workshop.
So, today I went to Training Department, which is the main department that takes care of us, but then I ended up doing something really really stupid. -.-
Walking in, inquisitive and snoop-y and gossip-digger-type as I am, I picked up someone else’s file.
Now, we have ABAF’s going on, which is basically a report card on your attitude within the program.
And, mine didn’t, for the most part, go very well.
I’m not surprised at that, though.
Here’s where the story begins. There was a girl who joined after me, in September, 2 days after my birthday, is hers, and I predicted almost everything she is now, then.
Also, the fact that I would be jealous of her.
Which is obviously now, a prominent feature of my regard towards her, which is rather petty and girl-like for me. All those years, telling Girls ‘How NOT to be’, and I’ve turned EXACTLY into one. -.-
So, I wanted to see what her ABAF went like.
And see I did.
Only problem was, I was not supposed to, and I got caught red handed, with nothing to say, apart from a lie that I tried to cover up with, that said, she had allowed me to.
Now comes the time to admit my mistake.
My manager OBVIOUSLY did not take it very nicely, but my only possible fix would be to tell this girl of what I did.
I mean, we still do consider ourselves pretty close to each other.
And I have to fix a wrong, before my Manager tells her, and I get screwed over.
I really do need to stop having such an idle mind. Damn that stupid Devil. -.-
Wish me luck?